Sunday, September 28, 2008
Nice..
wazzup
2 days more before Hari Raya and preparation has kick in to full shift. I did some last minute purchase cause I have not bought any new clothes yet untill today. It was really eay finding my clothes cause i know what i wan. Since this year is a quite a sad year for me, im wearing black. So as my bro and my dad. (kinda the pursuade them to wear). The worse part of the whole trip was finding my sister's clothes. I feel lyk killing her cause shes so fussy. this cannot, that cannot. Its a good thing I did not hang he by the neck. End up, we go to First Lady store and man..was a it crowded or what. I nearly suffocate cause theres so many people in there. It was quite a hassle as we had t look for size and colour to match wif my younger sis. Its tough being a girl. I'll put up pictures if im able to get a hold of a camera.
P.E.A.C.E
Monday, September 22, 2008
Shit..
Wazzup kids..
Just gotten my prelim results and guess what? i failed. i wasn't that hard to guess. I had seen this coming. i can't lie to myself that i pu in al the effort on this exam. Most of the time, i was playing and messing around wif my laptop. Why does it have to come now and not after 'O' levels?? i guess this is part of the test that God wants me to jolly well pass. ( I will pass this test God! by hook or by crook, i'll get through this hellish moment!!)
anyway, its the last week of fasting and I am sort of excited for Hari Raya. Not as excited as very one else though cause of certain reason. Well..mostly it has something to do with my family..and my 'O' levels of cause. I still have not bought any Clothes for Hari Raya outing. The house is still in sort of a mess. Very "leceh ah" to do the work..
P.E.A.C.E
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Tuesday, September 16, 2008
Haha..
wazzup!
Today, i went out and break fast with my classmates. They have planned to go to geylang most likely becauce its a common place that you can find cheap and nice food. We were 2 hrs early. and so, to kill the time, we walk around the bazaar to see what do they sell. We found a nice eating place and settle down. I met my friend Hazreel there. Two of our friends were on the way. So, we ordered ours first. I only ate mee goreng and it was nice..had to finish salleh's share cause he has a puny stomach..haha..
After dinner, we planned to go to the town area by walking. it was really tiring after walking lorong after lorong..i then come across a very familiar road. I told the guys since they want to see so much, we go in this road. man..there were so many ppl there. all languages and sizes..haha..many of them started cat calling and all.. it was kinda scary cause you dont know whats gonna happen. me,wan bear and shafiq walk in front and a car seperate us from the main group. before we were able to cross the road, a woman came and run after and pulled shafiq's hand. wan help to let go of fiq but instaed, the woman pulled wan to her..it was kinda hilarious to see when the woman had to let go. it was one heck of an experience for my friends especially those who usually see this on their TV screen.
P.E.A.X
Friday, September 12, 2008
Death
wazzup..
This pass few days, i have been thinking about death. i dont really know y but it just comes to me all of a sudden. i would sit quietly minding my own business wen death thoughts comes to my mind. i would sit there and think how would i end my life. it seem so..suicidal..
There a video that i watch in youtube. just search " Banned Children's Cartoon ". that cartoon is quite creepy but at the same time, it kinda soothe me..
My prelims aren't going that smoothly. today's maths paper was a bit tough but what miss fong has been saying that most of the questions are repeating. i should have studied thoroughly if i knew i could do.
Its nearly been 2 weeks of fasting and up to now, im still going strong. never thought of not being able to continue. hopefully, with proper amount of stress should help me in losing some weight.
P.E.A.C.E
Monday, September 8, 2008
Sian ah...
wazzup y'all..
This morning, i nearly woke late cause my Handphone alarm sounded dan annoyin. so i switch it off and go back to sleep. Luckily my honey woke me up. Salleh then called me and reminded me to bring Naruto along and invited me to study in school with the rest. Ironed my uniform, plug-in my mp3 and zoom off to school. Onced arrived, i when to meet the rest and studied for chemistry paper. From the way things are going, i know that im going to fail this paper. I have know freaking idea what is gonna come out for chemistry. Then we head straight to the school hall, get seated and wait for the paper to start.
i should have been able to do the questions. i just did not studied for the paper. heck, i didnt even open my books during the holidays..well, except for those extra classes. after the paper, i kida regret not studying..so sian..
Heres my "I Will" list:
I WILL:
- Not use my laptop unnessacerily (fuck..need to check for spelling).
- Study as much as i can..NEVER GIVE UP!!
- Not dissapoint myself if i get bad results for prelim
- Cut my enjoy time and add more study time.
To my Friends, please have faith in me and hopefully i am able to follow my "I Will" list till the end of my O levels..
P.E.A.C.E
Friday, September 5, 2008
hey..
time check: 2:42 am and im not asleep yet. my dad just came home from and my mom..lets just say she isn't herself this passed few months..i wonder if the aliens really abducted her and gave my family and a a really bad clone of my mom. lately, i hav not been playin runescape but instead, Neopets has been entertaining me. (sorry Akid for not playin runescape). what really stress me out bout the game is the neopets stock market. Let me tell you this, i think i know how it feels to those who are investing their money. i myself not really confident on whether i should buy or sell my stocks. though its just a game, i dont wan to lose all my hardly earn neopoints to some lousy decision that i made on the stock market. Just maybe, if im good at it, i could apply it to the working world. i might be some sort of invester and earning million without having to do much.
this evening, my sis offered to the visitors of the maffia blog (maffia is a company in Habbo Hotel) on wanting the job of being a DJ. i quickly sign up fo it. i found out that i was the only DJ around.man..it was nervous though theres asn't much ppl listening to it. after a few of trial and error, i manage to host 1 session. to those who are curious bout my DJ-ing skills ( *wink*wink*) you guys can go to this blog:
www.maffians.blogspot.com .click onto the radio tab. if it needs you to download the pluggin or thingy, dowload it aite. there is'nt a schedule fo DJ now cause it a trial. wans the radio, it will be on full-swing mode. im not even gettin any pays fo this but soon..very son, this charismatic skill will charge..( yeah right..haha). well then, i better prepare the pre-dawn meal for my family..
P.E.A.C.E
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Wednesday, September 3, 2008
yuck!
wazzup!!
man..even its a school holiday, i still need to go to school for remedials. notthing shocking bout it right. especially when your sec5, taking ur " O " levels, not studying enough and wans to do well for it. some say its challengiun when you do ur day to day work while fasting. well, not really. you kinda get used to it eventually. i take this fasting month as both a cleanse of my faith and detoxication of my body.man..i wanna lose eweight, that way, i would be able to see things when im 80. heres a tip, dont gorge what ever you see when breaking your fast. and dont gorge when ur having ur pre-dawn thinking that you wont be able to survive a whole day without eating..thats bull shit..
this evening, i was having my my break fast. ate rice and some other thing that i cant remember. what really make me puke was when i was happily eating my porridge, i saw this piece of meat. thinking it was harmless, i bite a piece of it. it was tough that i have to give up. i stared at the meat for a few moment. the shape of it reminds me of... A TONGUE!!.. i quickly when to the toilet and puke. argh.. the thought of it makes me sick..
P.E.A.C.E
