The Unconsious Mind's Legacy..

2009-12-24T06:35:00.000-08:00

Captain's log: 24 dec 2009

Time: 10:39pm

Its the second day at home and I still feel lost..when I when home from bugis, it seems that many are rushing to go somewhere. I guess that is one of the difference here and Singapore. Last night, I felt more alone than usual. Theres no laughter to annoy me when I'm asleep, there no one to give a wake up call but only to wake up myself and there especially no more staying up late night to play poker or just smoke and chit-chat with a friend..

we'll meet up someday...

love to my firends..

2009-12-11T20:56:00.000-08:00

Captain's log: 12 December 2009

Time: 12:57pm

Yesterday was a great night..almost everyone slept around 6 am. Some of the mates was watching movie while me and me crew when chilling outside of the hotel. Played bunch of card games and betting of sticks of cigarettes.haha! me start with 4 sticks and now left with 3 sticks. Me feel me didn't lose that much.

Last night, me crew mates when to Jonker Walk to look and buy stuff. Some of me crew bought a devil's mask and stuff..JOnker walk had full of cheap stuff but you're still be able to bargain down the price. Me matey luqman bought a replica of a guitar for rm22. It drop from RM28 to Rm22. Me matey knows how to work his way out of it.

This morning, me is suppose to go sight seeing such as going to the A Farmosa but me mates are all tired after staying up all night gathering and socializing around deck of cards and a movie playing on me lappy. Right now, me waiting for me crew to get up and have lunch together. Me stomach is really hungry.

Me really miss me family and friends back home..

2009-12-09T08:19:00.000-08:00

Captain's log: 10 December 2009

Time:12:20am

Heres some pics of the trip. I am unable to take pictures of the factory..

2009-12-07T07:42:00.000-08:00

Captain's Log: 7th December 2009

Time: 11:43pm

After A long journey from the Singapore to the Cubic Learning factory, The whole crew seems to be very hungry. Knowing this, the supervisor cut short their briefing in order to let the crew grab some grubs.. The dish was kinda spicy. We then head to the hotel. Though we never expected much from it due to its near completion of its renovation, we realize that some of our rooms did not even have a door for its toilet. Some didn't even have shower head so it was tough for us to take a bath. My room had no Television only. Lucky for us, theres wireless here so some of us,including me, would always stay connected to home. Im unable to post up pictures cause not able to take some clear pictures. I'll post it up hopefully by tomorrow..

To Marina, Lubie and Alisha: We miss you guys badly!!!

2009-12-06T09:19:00.000-08:00

Its 7th of december..

i've took the offer of going Malacca for 17days..

Imma miss you guys and hopefully to be able to update this blog while im there..

Au revoir guys..

2009-11-15T01:16:00.000-08:00

Hello!

its 15 November. 16 days after my pay day and now im flat broke..haha! I think its the fastest time i used up all of my pay. I spent on a lot of stuff that I cant even remember. mostly on food and cigarettes I guess. Never mind bout that, next pay come in 2 weeks time! But still, i gotta save that cause im going to Malacca this coming December! Gonna buy lots of stuff over there. Before going, gotta get a new Fedora.. I seriously need a new one..

Last thursday, I performed in school with my Daiko team. It was fun as we were banging the drums like nobody's business. I was sweating all over as it was really nervous. Pictures are up on Facebook.

lastly, I got a new friend! last link, check her out..haha!

2009-10-30T06:03:00.000-07:00

New Perspective - Panic At The Disco

HELLO!!..miss blogging.

These few days has been great for me. Just got my first pay. It feels really fulfilling after working so hard and having to make all of those mistakes just to learn from them. I even waited at the ATM machine just to check my salary to roll in..haha! Right now, Im looking forward in having a gerbil as a pet. Gerbil is a type of rodent which are found in the desert. Its also known as a "dessert rat" because of its similarities of a mice. I was thinking of adopting only one but then, the person said I should adopt 2 as they are social animals and the get along well with their kind.

This morning, I went to the ICA building to get my passport done. The plan was that after the passport thing, Dan and I make our way to downtown to catch a movie but then, somehow along the way of yesterday, they cancelled the plan and leave me hanging like that. Even Dan was shock to hear it..end up we walk around doing nothing much. Bestie then came. When to get Ben and Jerry ice cream follow by walking around Orchard Central. All of a sudden, I have the urge to buy an Ipod Shuffle and so..I BOUGHT ONE!!

Now, bus and train rides won't be a boredom anymore..

2009-10-21T20:42:00.000-07:00

Hey guys..

Finally, another random update..I guess i only write in my blog if i feel or i don't really have anything to do. Talk about not updating blog, Its also been a long time since I last watch a One Piece episode. If only i can remember which episode I last watch... I haven't had a "me" time ever since I started working. I been busy with school works and the stress of working in a store. I get really "pooped" after working late night. Some more, I have to deal with really annoying customers. Heres an example:

The popularity of using the new Flashpay Nets card is steadily increasing..slowly but surely, it'll replace ez-link cards and hassle payment of using the nets payment. One very "kiasu" customer wanted to pay her items using the nets flashpay. I had to close the cash register for the next shift to take over. I told her nicely it would take atleast 15mins to close the ez-link and nets machine. and so, she waited in the store as i was doing my closing. 5mins into my closing, she came to my counter and say its 10 mins already and ask have i closed it yet. iI was like.."WTF sia woman. I know whats a 5mins and 10 mins are".Ignoring her, I continue to close the cash register. After everything is done, I check-out her items. Since its a nets payment,it should be easy. So,i press on the button saying "CTL nets" thinking it is a nets card. before she could tap the card, the screen says transaction cancelled. I tried a few times, it continues to do the same horse shit error.

One of my senior staff then came and help me out. She to press the same button as i did and the same "transaction cancelled" message came out. I didn't hear what the women was saying cause she was beginning to pissed me off. My senior staff then when on calling my manager to ask her how to use the machine. She then ask the customer,

" excuse me, could I borrow your card for a moment?"

Customer : "no! I am suppose to tap this card. When I took the bus, I did not give this card to the bus driver."

*Stare blankly*

This is the kind of thing that I have to tolerate when im working but thank god, only a handful of people would try to mess up ur day but still overall, not it wasn't bad working there. I might many different people with many different characters and personalities. And I also found a few girls that are...kinda of my liking. Problem is, its a 50/50 chance that they're attached to a guy better then me..haha!

2009-10-09T08:08:00.000-07:00

Life is Better..

*blows dust away from blog..*

How you'll been? lifes been great for me..Gotten a job 2 weeks ago. Its really filling up all of my "nothing-to-do-timetable-untill-school-reopens".. pays me $3.50 per hour. Not really complaining. Kinda contented with it. At one point, my sec school frens invite me to jalan raya with them, unfortunately, I had to cover someone..sorry guys i cant make it. Theres another session of jalan raya with them...and STILL..i cant make it..

Really sorry guys..

Today, When i got home from work, mom told me she accidentally mix my white Topman shirt with my dad's coloured clothes. I was so pissed after what happen at work and now, mom told me this..I just had to calm down since it was accidental. Told mom she dont have to pay for it.

LATEST NEWS: my girl bestie is now attached. Really happy for her. Hope you find hapiness in him aite.

Life Is better..

2009-09-28T10:44:00.000-07:00

Article 1 - Love is a losing game..

Firstly, I just wanna say that what ever I have written here are mostly from my personal thoughts and believes. So i might have a different perpective from people but you are still able to express anything in the chat box on the side.

Love can be a losing game if you do not know how to play your hands very well. From my experience on playing poker, you must really know your hand well in order to win. Same thing could almost be apply when falling in love. Is it right for you to get to know someone when you are currently attached? wouldn't it be a risk of your relationship if you do so? all this things you have to considered before making any move..

When opposite sides of a magnet are togather, they attract. But not all opposites attract. It may happen to someone who has a total opposite persona and are most likely not to get togather but in the end, they are couples. This happens when atleast, one of them is able to adapt to each others do's and dont's. Too much of opposite behavior could lead to a very disasterous relationship. You cant force someone to change over night. What you can do is to just be patient adapt to whoever you wish to be. The key word here is "Adaptability"

Love has no math or any scientific equation that could be explain over a piece of pen, paper and a cup of hot coffee. Many of us thought that a friendship from an opposite sex could end up in being a couple relationship. Not all cases happens like that. We have to be very careful in identifying what kind of relationship is the other party wants. All of this happens with our very own judgement and level of maturity. If you can identify which are just looking for friendship and which are looking just for friends, then your good to go.

And so, to those who are in love or looking for love, remember that patient is what we need in order to get what we want. Good things comes to those who wait..

2009-09-26T08:27:00.000-07:00

Hello

What a week it has been! I went out if some of my classmates for Hari Raya. We all somehow planned to wear green!! except for Danial and Amirul..haha.. At first, we thought they we might end early due to no many houses we could go to to but end up, we had many houses to visit that we could fit everything within that spend of time but still, we had a lot of fun just by traveling itself. The last house we visited was my house and everyone was really full to the brim. Lucky for them, my mom didnt cook anything for us. If not, they'll have quite a big belly.haha..

Gang Green Gang!!

Steady ah..

The following Thursday, I had Daiko camp and it was great. We thought we were going to sleep on the floor or something but then, after they asign us to our rooms, i went in and check out the place and it was fabulous!! we had rooms with 4 beds complete with a study desk, a closet. Whats great is that it is air-condition!! it look almost like a hotel of sort. We have a living room with a Television set and a pool table that we can play with. It shouldn't be called a camp once theres air-conditioners. haha!

On my bed!

a closet to hang our clothes

The following Saturday, we had to perform for an audience. It was some form of Community outreach prograrmge catered to the elderly and we were the opening act for them. We wore the coat called a happi coat and a headband. Ridhwan looks like a sushi chef when he puts the costumes on..haha!

Full view

Closed up

I totally enjoyed performing though we make mistakes while performing. It is our first public performance. Hopefully theres more to come!!

2009-09-19T15:04:00.000-07:00

Please forgive me..

-To does whom I have done wrong to..

-To those who have taken their share of food without asking..

-To those who I have taken their ciggarettes without having the thought of the other party..

-To those whom I bear grudges all these years..

-To those whom I have acted disrespectfully..

-To those whom I judge before knowing the person

May the new month brings forth more prosperous and joys in life..

SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO ALL THE MUSLIMS OF THE WORLD

2009-09-18T12:02:00.000-07:00

Hello!

TODAY IS LAST DAY OF PUASAAAAA!! im feeling really happy cause Hari Raya is coming and as my good friend said " *KA-CHING! KA-CHING!* " HAHA!

Last thursday, we when karaoke-ing after break-fast. We sang our hearts out especially these 2

perfect voice..perfect couple

I told marina - dorang tkya stead..kahwin terus sudah sal perfect!

2009-09-14T06:04:00.000-07:00

PHEW..

It was a very tiring day. I had to paint my room and i only manage to paint 3/4 of my room before the paint runs out. I painted my room blue just like how i always wanted.

i wasn't able to paint the other side of the room..no more paint!

After the painting is done, i had to keep all my stuff and push the wardrobe back into place. I was so pissed on how slow i had to move the wardrobe because it was half broken, i gave it a mighty push and BAM!...the whole wardrobe collapse on its own weight. The wood is made of recycle saw-dust. HOW CAN YOU FUCKING MAKE A FURNITURE USING SAW-DUST!!!

its last moments..

Last saturday,me and my family when to geylang. We didn't want to buka at a foodcourt and so, we just ate Buger Ramly..It was good... we then when to buy our Baju Raya and we finally choos to wear a cream colour. Looks to me lyk a "milk-gone-sour" colour. My dad just when on and on, and round and round geylang. I was so tired back then. The next day, my dad put up some decorative lights. Its been a long time since we had put it up. Some how, the feeling of Hari Raya selebration seems to slowly coming in..

Sis and dad enjoying burger ramly

2009-09-10T06:40:00.000-07:00

Hello!

Guess what...

Hari Raya is next week!! yeah!! haha.. seems the air is filled with a little bit of a festivity atmosphere since this year, all the last years gradates taking thier 'O' levels are now able to celebrate Hari raya since there isn't such a major exams to be worried for! I still have not bought my clothes. I DONT FREAKING KNOW WHAT COLOUR TO WEAR!! haha.. the usual i have is either a green or blue. Last year, we wore black. This year going for brown? nah.. to common..

Any suggestion??

I even made a kuih raya tapi tk menjadi!!! haha.. the chocolate just won't stay on the cornflakes. My sister and I kinda used the wrong chocolate but it still taste good! chocolate mah... :)

This whole week, My class had to revise extra hard cause its our exam week. Lucky for us, our Answer are given in a form of MCQ. But still, you have to know your stuff in order not to be confuse by other answers that are given. Tomorrow - 11 sept, Not on the 9 aniversary of the fall the twin towers but its also our final AE (Analouge Electronics) paper. I'll do my best!!

2009-09-02T20:44:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, me and the guys when out to Break-fast at Ehub. Izzat suggest we go the BBQ chicken place. Thought it was expensive but turn out, theres a special discount for students. It was $8 per meal. You'll also get a side of Fries and coleslaw. We when in and book a place. Sat there and just wait till its time to order. We thought we wont feel full after eating something without any carbohydrates in it but it turns out, we were so full, i couldn't get up of my seat!

Gay moment!

Cheers!

Wasn't kinding when he said he wanted to drink the whole bottle

En-garde!

Exams are coming for me next week! im really nervous right now cause i haven't reaaly put in any effort in studying. Hopefully this week end, im able to cover the major topics.

2009-08-13T07:20:00.000-07:00

Ouhk...i've not been blogging for weeks now and this is what happens..

BLOGGER IS FUCK UP!!!

Now i understand why the girls are upset with the blogger. Man..i thought the people figure out the problem. Everything all..messed up. can't edit much on my post. Anyways, School was normal. Had the many laughs as usual. A day without laughter is a day wasted so..why not.. we started on a new project last week. We were told to make an amplifier which will be able to amplifies signals coming out of the mp3. Sounds complicated but it isn't as i told it would. It was easier then the last project and that was to build a charger by scratch. Took us a month to finally complete it. The amplifier that i was working on finally works. I felt proud that i did it on my own..with the help of my teaches of cause.

I've been listening to grunge music lately..Soundgarden, Creed, Stone Temple Pilot. Just to name a few..I kinda like the song " blackhole sun" by Soundgarden. Somehow, i felt theres a hidden meaning to the song. Kinda like how the play it. Wish to practise it with my band mates. Yesterday, Danial,Ridhwan and I when to visit Hakim. He is slowly recovering from the meds that he takes. I can't give out to much details but all i could say is that he is fine and he misses his classmates and going to school. I pray for your recovery dude!

well then, Have a nice day and good luck to the things that you guys are planing to do!

*Quote from a fren: Look on a brightside & smile all the way *

2009-07-30T01:40:00.000-07:00

I cant stop listening to he acapella version of "take on me" which originally done by A-ha.

things that im currently/already done...

-created a band

-bassist under training

-saw a glimpse of my most beloved at school

-met up with my old school mates.

-lepak with my girl bestie

-gotten fever

-recover

Do i always talk or chat in a way that itr shows im critisizing when im being as of my opinion??

2009-07-16T21:34:00.000-07:00

hello

School reopen last week and i am quite happy bout it cause i get to see my classmate. Ms Gay was suppose to treat us Pizza Hut but due to the increse of security because of the god damn H1N1, we'er not suppose to have any gathering of sort. I was really looking foward to the treat though i didn't do much..haha..

Shafa told me how she is having trouble with guys and all that. Theres only so much i could do because mostly, she needs to settle it on her own. All of her friends think she should brake up with her current boyfren cause it aint worth it. From what i know bout him, its quite obvious why they should.

Anyway, best of luck girl bestie!! there's always someone out there. you just need to sit tight and hang on to the journey of life as there will be bumps and obstacle along the way as you try to find your Mr Right.

AND DONT NEGLECT YOUR STUDIES!!

2009-07-04T08:50:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD!

Today is my dad's birthday!! supposingly,I was to follow Iskandar Shah to take a bunch of his fireworks photo for his assignment. I had to cancel it because Dad wanted me to follow him to his friend's house for celebration. I was torn between choices. I finally had to cancel my appointment with Iskandar and go along with my dad's plans. Besides, we hardly do anything for our dad. I guessed it took an outsider to make me realize how a good father was he.

looks yummy..

make a wish..

Im really sorry Isk that to cancel it. I promised not to ditch you but i have too..

2009-07-03T10:00:00.000-07:00

DEFINE BESTIE AGAIN!!

2009-07-01T22:25:00.000-07:00

I Love you Guys..

2009-06-25T04:57:00.000-07:00

one more to week and im back in school! im so bored at home..doing nothing but to only surf the net every now and then. mendak habis..Yesterday, I when to Wild Wild Wet for the very first time with my old classmate and it was a blast! we had fun though it was raining a bit. It didn't stop us from having fun. Tomorow, my ITE classmates planed an outing im not sure if im goin cause, im out of cash..

*yawn* didnt sleep well these days..

2009-06-21T08:45:00.002-07:00

i've got 15 mins to say..

HAPPY FATHERS DAY!!!

2009-06-21T08:45:00.001-07:00

i've got 15 mins to say..

HAPPY FATHERS DAY!!!

2009-06-19T10:55:00.000-07:00

Today me,Isk and din wen to the airport to use their wireless there and to do some male bonding stuff. We catch up with each other days..problems..and I take back what i said,my fren should not get marry too soon

Isk and Din lepaking at the bubble tea shop at airport

so bored alrd

to my girl bestie..hope you find someone nice not like the last time

2009-06-17T03:12:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, me and my ite classmate when to shisha again. It was at the same place but this time, the shisha got some kick into it

We then went walking to the esplanade and just chill by the bay. It was beautiful though it is next to all the construction for the new IR. when is it gonna open again??

We sat there and just enjoy the breeze..cant help but to think amidst the chaos of life, theres always beauty in even the small crook and cranny of something.

reached home at about 1145 and found out my gurl bestie was feeling down.hpefully she's alright..

2009-06-13T03:35:00.001-07:00

Today was my first Daiko lesson in school. I had to get up at bout 845 am this morning to get ready to go to school. I waited the bus for like 20 goddanm minutes till finally one comes by. Felt sorry that Ridhwan had to wait for me like half an hour..sorry dude.. He told me it have not even started yet so we chill and took our time before entering into the premises. There are other CCAs there like the school band which i have to recollection of them ever existed there. We had to take off our shoe before entering the place for clealiness sake. For those who does'nt know whats Daiko, its a japanese drum where you somtimes see on lion dance performance. It might look similar but both the Daiko and the lion dance drum sounds a bit different..I think..haha..

The first song we practise titled "Ren Shu". I have no idea what it means. There was a lot of banging and hitting the side of the drum. It was quite difficult at first cause its been a long time since i last seen a score sheet in front of me but I finally got the hang of it. My right arm is ok when it says to hit with your right hand. But when it comes to my left hand, it was a bit difficult. It was only a 1 hr sessionfor starters. I guess i'll be going more session in the future..

I hope..

2009-06-12T06:16:00.000-07:00

I dint go to school today. There wasn't much to do cause i've finish my project. Ms gay (yes, thats my lecturer's name) told us to come back to check the result for the class test. I took the day off. Wanted to start the holidays early. I've quited my touch rugby CCA. It was fun for me. Enjoyed most of the time spent. The reason for my departure is simple. Im pissed with one of them and rather then venting out my anger on that person, it's better that I go before anything happens.

This afternoon, I met up with Din and me chill under a blk for a while. We then went to my house to help me do my blog skin. Kinda troublesome..Din even left me a note saying "azahar kental" . THANKS JACKASS!!!

This coming tuesday, hakim invited us to go Shisha. I dont really have enought cash with but we see how la..

2009-06-08T04:42:00.000-07:00

Hey..

Last sat, me and my friends when to shisha after going to the Escape Theme park. We had a lot of fun there. i did saw a few ex-siglapians there working. Din suggest that we should work there. I don't mind at all. We when to shisha straight after having lunch. Daniel bought to this place near the place that I used to shisha with my class mates. There, we sat around and played games just to keep us occupied and past time.

Me and the boys..

Got to much to smoke

Hakim's date..

the lighting of the place was blue so..the picture turns out blue.

As we were walking out of th place, I saw Ayu, Arini and her friend was also taking in the pleasure of the shisha..My heart fluttered the moment I saw Ayu. She was fly that night. I wanted to ask her number but I was too shy but my friends encourage me and this shisha promoter guy also help me out in my situation. I finally muster up the courage and so..I finally got it!!!

so..thats how i spent my weekend. On Sunday, I slept the day away..

2009-05-15T04:57:00.000-07:00

hey..

Its been a month in my new school and im realy enjoying the days there. You may not see it but the stress is there. What I learnt in secondary school is the same to what I am studying here in ITE CE. But im not regreting for not studying in school. In fact, im sort of revising the physics and math formula. I joined the touch rugby team and made more friends. We'er having a tournament on 23 may if im not wrong. Im definitely gonna cheer for the team..

And also thanks for the birthday wishes especially to my heroine!!!

2009-03-21T05:07:00.000-07:00

yo..

when cycling 2 days ago.. my butt still hurts from the bumps i had to cycle over. isk N, isk shah, din and me could have gone beyond suntec but we lack of resource. our next destination might be jurong so...CHEER FOR US!!!!!!!!!!

SURPRISE!!!!

2009-03-11T21:39:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday to you fatin
You’re everybody’s most favorite friend
Only 18 but dare to set own trend
I look up to you as my favorite heroine

F stands for Friendly, your one and only
A stands for affection, spreading love to the lonely
T stands for timeless, you’re precious to us
I stands for initiative, always there to help us
N stands for noble, you’re of high morale quality
You’ll always be our girl to beyond and for infinity

Happy Birthday Fatin!!!

ive got another surprise for you but u gotta wait till your birthday

To my dearest

2009-03-03T19:24:00.000-08:00

To my dearest

Its been months now since i last saw you. Your smile is what i would always look forward when seeing you. Whenever you are around, i would stop whatever i was doing and just stare at you for a few moments. Its not your beauty that compells me but its the beauty of your presents that captivates me.Its always a question how someone could be really so joyful and full of life when others are in trouble. Though we hardly say anything to each other, i would always imagine the both of us in a conversation. Just talking about our lifes and the future. i guess i did not have the guts to talk to you. Ever since the last time i saw you, i could help it but to think of you. from morning till evening, from dusk till dawn. you were always the one in my mind. I would sometimes tell my friends how i miss you so much and how i regreted in not taking chances by asking you out. Im sorry if i acted weird and all like not saying hi. This is the only way for me to express my feelings about you. If god would give me another chance to see you, i would seize that oppotunity to ask you out..

2009-02-24T19:34:00.000-08:00

Wazzup!

i finally got the result of the school which i've been posted and that is ITE Simei.Electronics course. Reason being, I just wanted to go there and electronics is something i wish to try. when i first register,i didn't even get any notification bout the school. I was in a state of panic. The idea of me not going to any school is really scary. i finally called the MOE and telling me things i should do which i already did. I registered again and finally got it.

Earlier this month, i quited my job cause theres nothing more for me. there was little delivery and boss finally gave me the green light to resign my job. I've been thinking of quiting by the end of december cause the job is too boring for me but still, I was well payed and i did enjoy the whole time being there. Right now, im waiting for my airport pass to be made. I've applied as a luggage...thingy... don't really know how to descibe it but its the guys that handles your bags at the ticketing counter. It was recommended by my mom. She too work at the airport but on a different side of it.

Has anyone of you being irritated by a cashier? i know i have. 3 days ago, me and Iskandar shah when to vivo city for no reason. We walk around the place and finally settle down at Long John Silver. After Isk ordered his food, it was my turn. Before i could hello, this guy said "welcome to Long John Silver. How may i help you?" . He said it so fast that it annoyed me. I then ask for combo 2. This guy ask what drink do i wish to have, everything he said was said it so fast as if there were hundreds of people queing behind me when theres actually no one behind me at all. Couldn't this people slow down for god sake. Even this girl at terminal 1 airport's Popeye also talk so fast. No wonder this type of eateries don't have any service award of sort.

Well then, I wish all of you a happy life and to those who don't know how am i now rite now, Im fine..

All the braging and the hating i despise.

2009-01-16T05:26:00.000-08:00

Everything is crazy...

crazy crazy crazy crazy.....C RRR AA ZZYY.....C to the r to the a to the z to y..

well this is my daily routine.....whenever i blog ...meaning im at the airport with my cuz... with our laptop......

This week well is some week. On monday we just received our results..as many of you may know.....yeah i flung my exam big time.....im so bumped.....especially seeing my friends pass and all...Its kinda sux but surprisingly i can handle it well to the face the reality...and i opened my heart to have a look at the ITE courses with the help from my form teach MR Ralph Ong ...

Me,shah and lijia always study together and talking about poly stuff and all almost everytime we met....its just sux i didnt make it. yeah shah keep on asking if im ok...of cos i say i am.....theres nothing he can do really to change anything....he feel kinda bad ...but i understand hes eagerness....he failed once...he stay back once...he know the feeling people going up but not him so yeah.....he advice me and i heard he advice haniz too...He advice me and haniz to retake....hanis maybe considering....maybe me too....but im going ite first....

The next day...... i met shah to use laptop to register online....well he poly me ite ...... i choose 6 choice only ...not all 10....shah advice me to fill up all 10 but i seriously ive no idea what course other than this 6 ........then i register .....go to ite site .....type my name ...just a click a way my life change and ite is obviously my life journey.....

and shah is being nonsensical cos he considering to be a blonde with fucking pierce lower lips .....fuck off iskandar shah.....its freaking ugly.....,.. and ya i say it right of his face - so theres no backstabbing thing around here. ...haha lek la..he was beside me when im blogging.

Yesterday, me, shah and lijia met....ok so i was late...no biggie......its not always...he was there one hour earlier with lijia...smoking with lijia like 5 cig in less than an hour with some strange method and technic.....i must admit...it was fun watching them doing it......haha.... den we talk cock....den go arcade ....hahaha..it was fun....they are my all time fav people.

OK.. TODAY is the end of the registeration online!!!!!!!!!! Make sure you guys already register ....JC / MI / POLY / ITE ....cant wait for 31 january 2009...!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This the date that we all know our future school.....

So i watch womanizer ... i like it but i like circus more ... hmmm maybe i should sealed my room with no fan or aircon.....and lie down on my bed and sweat myself out nude ..just like BS in womanizer. hahaha.........it was shah idea of me to loose weight...Sauna...but britney style.

Word of advise :

In a moment, everything can change..for a minute all the world can wait....let go of your yesterday...

haha crap..

suddenly im thinking of dawn. dono why

45 cent aKa Simi wonder.

2008-12-29T01:27:00.000-08:00

wazzup!

sorry i have not been updating my blog. Thats because I have a great game to play at home and that is Red Alert 3! its been a while since i last played a comand and conquer game. This new game that i bought has a new faction or team as you might call it. ONe is the usual Allied and Soviet Union. The new faction is called The empire of the rising sun or JApan for short. From what i can tell, if there is a thing call "Time machine", our World War 2 would have been fought differently.

anyway, 2 days ago (27 dec), i was invited to a small gathering about islam. It was Ifah's idea and all. I did learn something from that. theres this question that Ifah's dad ask us and that is what is islam. many gave logical answer but Ifah's dad is still not convince. My personel answer was that Islam is what reminds us that all of us are human. There was a small performance by a percussion group and Lady E also came and perform. Before it was all over, 0ne of the singer went somewhere and Ifah needed someone to entertain the crowd.Iskandar shah then suggest to her that i should perform since im ready with a lyric. I was really embarrassed but i eventually went up the stage and perform a verse form my song entitiled "my class". everyone like it. though it wasn't the best, Lady E gave me a thumbs up for my performance. And now, many know me as 45 cent all because of my friends.

" Though im 5 cent short then the original 50 cent
but i spit rhymes just as neat and magnificent"

P.E.A.C.E.

2008-12-15T02:33:00.000-08:00

wazzup!

well...theres nothing much to talk about..same old same old..kinda hungry right now.There is one thing Im looking forward to and that is..GETTING MY PAY!!! and with that, i would buy myself the whole Red Alert compilation games. I'll lock myself for days once i've bought the game.

2008-11-27T01:33:00.000-08:00

wazzup!!!

FINALLY... after 2 weeks of not join online, i finally got my chance and im finally got a place to sit in the library. Anyway, ive gotten myself a job. As a dispatcher. Means that i travel all over singapore to sent things to the company. Got it from my dad. The moment he offered me the job, I got hired on the spot. I had to get up bout 0730 am and wait for my dad to drive the lorry. I thought it was gonna be fun but..it was boring.the only person that I talk to was my dad. Now, its come to a week and i was able to talk to a few people. It was hilarious to see my dad and this security guard talking togather. My dad would disturb people but bearly pisses them off. On the scale of 1-10, his road rage is about 11 and a half. This guy would throw all sorts of vulgar at the driver if the driver is to stupid to drive. He also disturb pedestrian because they walk so slow. But still, his a nice guy. My work time is from 10 - 6. I just hope the pay is worth the time and effort. Today, dad got himself a bubble wrap that has bubbles the size of a 50 cent coin. I took it and pop it. Dad told me to stop it give it back. 5 mins into driving, he pop a few and laugh. Cant belive he did it for his own enjoyment.

I finally wrote a song about my class. so guys, hopefully i'll b able to release it in my blog aite..

2008-11-15T23:58:00.001-08:00

wazzup!!

Graduation nite for me was nice. Didn't really expect anything. It was great meeting my friends after a few days of not meeting em. Well..let the pic do the talking..

sat at table 5

baik dok...haha

sinead n michelle

my heroines!!! beutiful aren't they..

gonna miss this dude

never gonna forget that special nite

Presenting Mr and Miss Siglap!!

The Ex-N2

After the partying, we when to Changi, had something to eat they we stay at the beach till 6 in the morning.

Sugar Cane..good stuff..

Never gonna forget that night n my friends..

2008-11-12T02:49:00.000-08:00

WAZZUP!!!

hey guys!! man..THE EXAMS ARE OVER!!!!! phew..i nearly took suicide pills cause it was so stressfull. Though it was the exam times, i still manage to go out somwhere just to clear my mind. Lucky i have friends that i could rely on when im down. Speaking of down, my internet was down and im unable to use it. whats, worse, my mom place a password on the thing itself. ARGH!! I dont whats her problem.Its one thing that she chat with some people in the internet and not doing much house work but its a nother thing to shut me out of the web.

Right now, im in the Tampines library, exploiting thier WIFI. Till then, I'll see what I can do to access the net at my home. This friday is a special day for the graduating classes cause its gonna be our graduation night. Im excited bout it cause its the last (or not so last) time we gonna see each other. Im onna take a few pictures of how excited we are.

P.E.A.C.E.

2008-10-12T00:44:00.000-07:00

After studying, were walk around terminal 3. We when in to the newly open crowne plaza hotel. We were so impressed by the cleanliness of its toilet that we took some pictures of it.

theres a video that i recorded. somehow, i cant put it up on m blog. instead, i'll post up the link in the blog.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rPYaoSSVTKw - part 1

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NV4nH5EAlck - part 2

A Day

2008-10-08T09:03:00.000-07:00

wazzup

The man who never give up!

Michelle so shy..haha!

Since picture speak a thousand words, then this is an essay about my day. Most of it happened during FnN class except fo the last one. taken during history lesson.

P.E.A.C.E

At Last

2008-10-06T09:39:00.000-07:00

wazzup

At last, i manage to do my trigonometry after so many tries. Right now, im just going through the points that i should take note. I've also sort of completed my cumulative frequency graph. I just need a curve ruler. During the weekends, I was with Iskandar shah and li jia, studying and chatting. I did manage to do my work. mostly going through math topics. On sunday, we watch House Bunny. It was hilarious because throughout the whole movie, we were laughing with the audience. I like the part where Anna Faris a.k.a Shelly was pretending she droped her money in the manhole. The girls in the playboy mansion was hot. The House Bunny has thought us that looks do play apart in getting what you want BUT depend on the situation. All beutiful and not brains is no good. All brain but not so beutiful is also a no no. You gotta balance both..

1 week and 5 days left to the first paper for "O" level..

P.E.A.C.E

Hari raya

2008-10-02T06:49:00.000-07:00

wazzup!

its 2nd of october and 2 weeks and 2 days left to the first 'O' level paper. But im not here to talk about that. I want to talk about my Hari Raya day. Usually, my family would settle down and ask for forgiveness from my parents. Its a a custom to do so but this year, none of us did. My mom just walk out the house thinking she did not do any wrong to my dad. My mom would always think of herself. I dont really like her behaviour ever since she started woring and gainin that little independence. We when to my grandmother's house on my mom side. I would observe my grandma how she treat her guest and to me, it wasn't nice. She would praise highly the new comers to the family but would dimoralised the old ones. One time, my grandma scolded my brother for not wanting to let my dad hold his cash. She said something bout how he would treat his friends and become stupid like them. Se would constantly remind to do well and stuff. Me and my sis know what we are doing. Putting more pressure on us does not really help it. It really hurts to say al this but this is what i am seeing. Not just Hari raya but almost everyday. It was a bad hari raya fo me though.

anyway, this afternoon, i met up with Iskandar shah to deposit my money. After that, we when window shopping and bought some stuff for our needs. I when to MIZ-29 shop in century not knowing what to buy. before i get any closer with the shirt section, this man on the counter ask me where did i got this shirt. i told him it was there in my wardrobe. probably someone just place it there. he said from which company and i told him it was from Logo 7. He remembered that that was the shirt he bought it back in 1992. It was like 1 years ago. Man..what a coincidence. i then went in to browse and ask for the price. The same man told me that he would give me for 30 bucks if i can wear them. I when in and put it on. it fitted nicely and so, i bought it for $30. the orginal price was $80. Imagine how much I have save...

P.E.A.C.E

Nice..

2008-09-28T09:52:00.000-07:00

wazzup

2 days more before Hari Raya and preparation has kick in to full shift. I did some last minute purchase cause I have not bought any new clothes yet untill today. It was really eay finding my clothes cause i know what i wan. Since this year is a quite a sad year for me, im wearing black. So as my bro and my dad. (kinda the pursuade them to wear). The worse part of the whole trip was finding my sister's clothes. I feel lyk killing her cause shes so fussy. this cannot, that cannot. Its a good thing I did not hang he by the neck. End up, we go to First Lady store and man..was a it crowded or what. I nearly suffocate cause theres so many people in there. It was quite a hassle as we had t look for size and colour to match wif my younger sis. Its tough being a girl. I'll put up pictures if im able to get a hold of a camera.

P.E.A.C.E

Shit..

2008-09-22T22:38:00.000-07:00

Wazzup kids..

Just gotten my prelim results and guess what? i failed. i wasn't that hard to guess. I had seen this coming. i can't lie to myself that i pu in al the effort on this exam. Most of the time, i was playing and messing around wif my laptop. Why does it have to come now and not after 'O' levels?? i guess this is part of the test that God wants me to jolly well pass. ( I will pass this test God! by hook or by crook, i'll get through this hellish moment!!)

anyway, its the last week of fasting and I am sort of excited for Hari Raya. Not as excited as very one else though cause of certain reason. Well..mostly it has something to do with my family..and my 'O' levels of cause. I still have not bought any Clothes for Hari Raya outing. The house is still in sort of a mess. Very "leceh ah" to do the work..

P.E.A.C.E

Haha..

2008-09-16T09:11:00.000-07:00

wazzup!

Today, i went out and break fast with my classmates. They have planned to go to geylang most likely becauce its a common place that you can find cheap and nice food. We were 2 hrs early. and so, to kill the time, we walk around the bazaar to see what do they sell. We found a nice eating place and settle down. I met my friend Hazreel there. Two of our friends were on the way. So, we ordered ours first. I only ate mee goreng and it was nice..had to finish salleh's share cause he has a puny stomach..haha..

After dinner, we planned to go to the town area by walking. it was really tiring after walking lorong after lorong..i then come across a very familiar road. I told the guys since they want to see so much, we go in this road. man..there were so many ppl there. all languages and sizes..haha..many of them started cat calling and all.. it was kinda scary cause you dont know whats gonna happen. me,wan bear and shafiq walk in front and a car seperate us from the main group. before we were able to cross the road, a woman came and run after and pulled shafiq's hand. wan help to let go of fiq but instaed, the woman pulled wan to her..it was kinda hilarious to see when the woman had to let go. it was one heck of an experience for my friends especially those who usually see this on their TV screen.

P.E.A.X

Death

2008-09-12T07:28:00.000-07:00

wazzup..

This pass few days, i have been thinking about death. i dont really know y but it just comes to me all of a sudden. i would sit quietly minding my own business wen death thoughts comes to my mind. i would sit there and think how would i end my life. it seem so..suicidal..

There a video that i watch in youtube. just search " Banned Children's Cartoon ". that cartoon is quite creepy but at the same time, it kinda soothe me..

My prelims aren't going that smoothly. today's maths paper was a bit tough but what miss fong has been saying that most of the questions are repeating. i should have studied thoroughly if i knew i could do.

Its nearly been 2 weeks of fasting and up to now, im still going strong. never thought of not being able to continue. hopefully, with proper amount of stress should help me in losing some weight.

P.E.A.C.E

Sian ah...

2008-09-08T04:37:00.000-07:00

wazzup y'all..

This morning, i nearly woke late cause my Handphone alarm sounded dan annoyin. so i switch it off and go back to sleep. Luckily my honey woke me up. Salleh then called me and reminded me to bring Naruto along and invited me to study in school with the rest. Ironed my uniform, plug-in my mp3 and zoom off to school. Onced arrived, i when to meet the rest and studied for chemistry paper. From the way things are going, i know that im going to fail this paper. I have know freaking idea what is gonna come out for chemistry. Then we head straight to the school hall, get seated and wait for the paper to start.

i should have been able to do the questions. i just did not studied for the paper. heck, i didnt even open my books during the holidays..well, except for those extra classes. after the paper, i kida regret not studying..so sian..

Heres my "I Will" list:

I WILL:

Not use my laptop unnessacerily (fuck..need to check for spelling).
Study as much as i can..NEVER GIVE UP!!
Not dissapoint myself if i get bad results for prelim
Cut my enjoy time and add more study time.

To my Friends, please have faith in me and hopefully i am able to follow my "I Will" list till the end of my O levels..

P.E.A.C.E

2008-09-05T11:42:00.000-07:00

hey..

time check: 2:42 am and im not asleep yet. my dad just came home from and my mom..lets just say she isn't herself this passed few months..i wonder if the aliens really abducted her and gave my family and a a really bad clone of my mom. lately, i hav not been playin runescape but instead, Neopets has been entertaining me. (sorry Akid for not playin runescape). what really stress me out bout the game is the neopets stock market. Let me tell you this, i think i know how it feels to those who are investing their money. i myself not really confident on whether i should buy or sell my stocks. though its just a game, i dont wan to lose all my hardly earn neopoints to some lousy decision that i made on the stock market. Just maybe, if im good at it, i could apply it to the working world. i might be some sort of invester and earning million without having to do much.

this evening, my sis offered to the visitors of the maffia blog (maffia is a company in Habbo Hotel) on wanting the job of being a DJ. i quickly sign up fo it. i found out that i was the only DJ around.man..it was nervous though theres asn't much ppl listening to it. after a few of trial and error, i manage to host 1 session. to those who are curious bout my DJ-ing skills ( *wink*wink*) you guys can go to this blog: www.maffians.blogspot.com .click onto the radio tab. if it needs you to download the pluggin or thingy, dowload it aite. there is'nt a schedule fo DJ now cause it a trial. wans the radio, it will be on full-swing mode. im not even gettin any pays fo this but soon..very son, this charismatic skill will charge..( yeah right..haha). well then, i better prepare the pre-dawn meal for my family..

P.E.A.C.E

yuck!

2008-09-03T07:11:00.000-07:00

wazzup!!

man..even its a school holiday, i still need to go to school for remedials. notthing shocking bout it right. especially when your sec5, taking ur " O " levels, not studying enough and wans to do well for it. some say its challengiun when you do ur day to day work while fasting. well, not really. you kinda get used to it eventually. i take this fasting month as both a cleanse of my faith and detoxication of my body.man..i wanna lose eweight, that way, i would be able to see things when im 80. heres a tip, dont gorge what ever you see when breaking your fast. and dont gorge when ur having ur pre-dawn thinking that you wont be able to survive a whole day without eating..thats bull shit..

this evening, i was having my my break fast. ate rice and some other thing that i cant remember. what really make me puke was when i was happily eating my porridge, i saw this piece of meat. thinking it was harmless, i bite a piece of it. it was tough that i have to give up. i stared at the meat for a few moment. the shape of it reminds me of... A TONGUE!!.. i quickly when to the toilet and puke. argh.. the thought of it makes me sick..

P.E.A.C.E

Finally..

2008-08-31T07:45:00.000-07:00

wazzup!!

i finally brought my god-sis and my ex to come to terms in agreeing that thier bf is a 2 timer..hopefully, afa is convice bout it. Finally, tomorow will b the first day of puasa n im gettin ready both physcally n mentally. hopefully i would be able to make it until hari raya..

this might b my last post coz im gettin ready fo "O" lvl n stuff..

after this, i'll enjoy till the results..

P.E.A.C.E.

I HATE YOU!!

2008-08-27T02:29:00.000-07:00

wazz... fuck u la...

man..i hate today.some of you may know why. to those who dont know wats happening, let me briefly tell u. this mornin, my teacher was conductin a small FREAKING survey bout our night class. so, when he ask, we raised up our hands weather we agree or disagree. i dont wan to mention names but there is a particular person whom i dont wan to mention its name, was raising its hand eventhough this person did not go for the class..NOW WHAT THE HELL WAT THAT!!.. and then, my teacher ask for a suggestion on how can they improve. and so i suggested that the school should provide a some food as the muslims are gonna fast and some might no b able to buy food. some agreed to my suggestion while some kinda ignore it. when my teacher repeated the suggestion, this person was asking who gave that suggestion. some of my frens pointed at me. All of a sudden, this PERSON was sayin "dont make fasting month an excuse ah.." and after this person said that,it was then followed by the word "bodoh" or "stupid"

FUCK YOU LA!! WHO THE HELL YOU THINK YOU ARE CALLIN PEOPLE STUPID!!

if your that smart then you should not be here!! even if this person did not say bodoh to me, it was only a freaking suggestion!! never attend yet can still open your mouth.. seriously, if i can put a huge mirror in front of u, u will realised wat u have done. now,only god can show wat u have done now..

ARGH!!!!!!!

Cold..

2008-08-25T01:05:00.000-07:00

hey guys..

sorry that i have not been updating the blog. i was kinda tired and busy..mostly bored actually.theres so many things that i wanna share with you guys only problem is, i cant due to blog censorship. Not by the Singapore media, but friends that i worth keeping. Since i dont want to be humiliated in a blog,why should i humiliate others. anyway, i dont know weather i have old you guys that my school had held their sports day at Tampines Stadium. Well, heres a picture that i gotten from my teacher's folder.

where is Mr.Ong?

its been raining these past few days. its really cold..shivering cold that is..i have started my revision which was suppose to be a long time ago. even i started now, its not in full gear cause it seems impossible. 1 way to help me is that i attend saturday maths class with miss Fong (Sounds like a TV show). while she was gettin some biscuit from the staff room, this is what we do.

Photos courtesy of Michelle yeo..thnx!

Wan and Zyk convert to Rappers..

Fatin's Alter-ego..a lady gangsta

jokes aside, i still need to study what i ever i needed to...to my family and friends, please pray that my class and I would pass our 'O' lvl...

Help..

2008-08-13T03:29:00.000-07:00

wazzup

After knowing my 'O' lvl results for mother tongue, i was shocked to see there was no boody improvement..man..what have i done wrong? did i not follow all of what my teacher has thought me? i cant blame on the teachers though. I have put in my heart and soul and even trickles of sweat to the paper and yet, i got a C6 for it. Not even an improvement. instead of getting a nice solid B3, i got myself even worse. the funny thing is that those who gotten B3 wanted to retake and hoping to get an A. I seriosly dont understand them. Please guys, don't waste your time on retaking it. its not worth it..right now, im in a dilemma..should i retake or not?

I don't have much time left...

still tired..

2008-08-08T06:02:00.000-07:00

wazzup..

3 days ago, things was quite fun. firstly, 1 of my friends from seoul garden (the place where i used to work) invited my friends and i t attend a sort of dinner. i did not have much money wit me but Shikin (my Seoul Garden friend) help to pay part of it.. thanks .. i enjoyed every part of it as i am with the company of my old buddies. when i first step in the place after months of not even peep in. Iskandar Shah, Iskandar nasri and I were kinda afraid to step in and we really were shy because its really been a long time and we were kinda of last minute invitation but we dont mind. man..the food there never change. Black pepper beef, Si Chuan Chicken, Teriyaki Chicken, Char Siew chicken.. Hmm.. thinking bout it really makes me feel hungry. We catch up with what we have been doing for the last few months. we took some pictures for our memory keepsake. For Iskandar Shah, he bought something more then just a memory keepsake.. haha.. I wanted to put it up here but my sis's hp cable cant be found. I'll put it up when i found that darn cable.

This morning, Sports day was the thing that was happening in my school. My classmates and I was like shouting our heads off as some of us was running like their lifes were depending on it. Aadityat was running just like how he was suppose to. He was like a horse..no wait.. a stallion.. th guys was darn good to. we won some, we lost some. I took part in the Novelty event. we could have won against the teacher but some had disrupt the "flow" . anyway..i did get a medal as a token to remind me why i love...my school..

P.E.A.C.E

Summaries..

2008-08-04T04:41:00.000-07:00

wazzup!

Im gonna complile the events that happen since yesterday. Kinda lazy to update yesterday. on sunday, i woke at about 4pm..IN THE AFTERNOON!!! i slept at around 2am after talking to my gurl and playin Runscape (addicted sia..i blame my lil brother). I didnt know i was so tired that the last thing i remebered before entering slumber land was me walking on a very long pathway. I dont really know why. i actually lost some of my memories back then. when my mom ask me where did i go yesterday afternoon, i ask her "where did i go?". i didnt know sleeping could cause memory lost. i also nearly choke on my food cause my hands was trembling right after i woke up..danm.. As usual, i spent my time using the computer.

Monday, salleh told me about him going to Singfest. man..that dude is really privillage. i culd have been there only if I had that kind of money. As usual, my life gets normal and normal each day. what really ought to be mention here is that i had some flashback. Flashback of how I was beat in to a pulp by this god forsake muthafucker. I hate that fucking jerk so much as he was the cause of my family crisis. I still remember how i was pin as he punch me by the side of my face and pulled my hair. somehow, the flashback kept on going so much so that it distracted me from my maths class.

My head hurts right now..

P.E.A.C.E.

* yawn *

2008-08-01T07:44:00.001-07:00

wazzup...

after yesterday's event, i continued to feel real tired. i nearly slept in class.somehow, many of my friends are quite tired to. if many of my friends did not show up for night studies today, then it would be a surprise to me. i had to skip tonite's session because i cant handle it anymore.rather then i waste my time not learning anything, i'm better of doing something productive. today, what really raised my morale was that i have completed my part B coursework. (YES AH!!!) man..i felt relived..now, i have to concerntrate on my part A coursework. i am aiming my FnN subject to score at least a solid B3. it should do me good.

i just came back from buying my family dinner. the place that i went to was an indian restaurant. when i wanted to order some food, i notice the was a chinese guy working there. it kinda shock me to see different face and skin colour to work in an all-same race place. kudos to that guy who was working there. he kinda reminded me of Jin tha MC. he was like the only chinese rapper in the rap world. many kinda treated him unfairly but i know this dude do it by himself.well then, imma go and see what my darling is doing now.

P.E.A.C.E

Tired sia..

2008-07-31T04:35:00.000-07:00

waz...

Man..im so danm tired after my school track HEATS.. *yawn* the event was alright eventhough my home boyz and me did not win anything for the 4x4 event. this is only the qualifying round. if any of you were there, you know why we lost. but still, it didnt matter if we won because the idea of my friends and I join the team was because we had try track event and we just wanna have fun. to us, it dont matter anymore because we are the graduating classes and we just want to make full use out of it. it also includes having for 75 and above kilogram boys to run the 4x4. Right now, my legs are tired and wobbly..

sry i have not been updating the blog. i couldnt log on to the internet because of this stupid broadband modem that my dad sign for it. I think its time for us to change to a different broadband thingy. and whats worse, my phone line gave me problem. my gurl couldnt contact me in anyway 2 nites ago.i have not yet top up my prepaid..haix..anyway, tomorow is friday and to all FnN students, it means the deadline for part B coursework..as for me, i just need to write 1 more page of conclusion ..

P.E.A.C.E

2008-07-27T07:44:00.000-07:00

wazzup..

its been nearly a week now. Tomorow is monday and everybody know what does that really means..for some of us, its back to the yelling of the boss, a time where some of us had to pretend to achive a goal, and a time to trying to start a new. right now, im tryin to finish my FnN course work part B. its due this friday and i have yet to print them pictures. im kinda working under preassure now. i just need to sort out my priorities now. this means that i have to quit what ever online games that im playing like Habbo hotel and stuff. i never knew this but i seem to be disliking the Habbo hotel that im currently playing. back in the days i love habbo hotel so much that i had to steal money just so i could play in cyber cafes. i made lots of people there. but after i have not been playing last year, many change. many of the old schools are gone. the only people that was there is my god-sis Atika and my most beloved Zuraiha.

back to reality. i still have not pack my bag and i also have not iron my school uniform. so tired after having to stare at the computer screen.. OH SHIT!! I DIDN'T STUDY FOR THE MATH TEST!! i better be off now..

P.E.A.C.E

2008-07-25T08:54:00.000-07:00

wazzup!

Today, i had a weird feeling someting unexpected is about to happen. when i was walking t school from the West Plaza, i walking at the bus stop ear my school until 2 men dressed formally,wearing ties was handing out this small little blue bible book. i was shock when they offer it to me and the other students openly. I refused it and just walk away. i cant belive they would do such thing. i dont mean to be rude but what my displine master said is true. We have to respect each others religion. its best not to offend anyone or we would be in big trouble. It also made me realize to always pray and stuff..

after my friday prayers, i when home, change my clothes and when off. Me and Mitch board the bus. after entering pasir ris, this dude was alighting. when he step away from his seat, i saw his HP on the seat, mitch grab the fon while i was callin the dude.he didnt turn and no i chase him to the first deck. he left before i could call out him out. the fon rang and me and mitch told him to meet at our school so that we could return it to him.

after returnin it, he gave me $10 but the both of us turn it away. kindness is not sumthing that could be repay by money. i myself dont wan my HP to loss and not return once found. kinda put myself in his own shoes..

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24 July 2008

2008-07-24T03:44:00.000-07:00

wazzup!

*yawn*..man..i better control in using my maptop.I tend to use it till late nite.hardly study at home..haix..nothing much happen in school.same old..same old..Cant think of what to write now..wait,i remember something.our last period was chemistry and so we waited for the teacher.waited fo like 10mins but she didnt appear. Instead of studyin or revising our work, a bunch of my friends played tag int he class.running around the class and all. I dont mind them at all but kinda envy the next class cause they're hard,studying..

rite now, im thinking of what to do next..*yawn..*

23 July 2008

2008-07-23T02:13:00.000-07:00

wazzup!

Have you ever had a conflict which ends up having the whole class, (excluding the female species) to be your back up..well, thats what hapen today. this particular class that we are having a fued had all started 2 days ago. When someone who is of a high authority, comes in to solve the conflict, none of the other side should bear grudges or what so ever.People will do stupid stuff just so that they could release their anger.The only thing that i can say is kids would always be kids.

it was a boring day for me,i slept almost all of the lessons in class. I should be studyin though but nothing much goes to my brain. I'll probably have to cut down on the duration of me using my laptop..I better get started on my FnN coursework. *yawns..*

22 July 2008

2008-07-22T03:47:00.000-07:00

wazzup!

It was 1 tired day man..it was not bad thiugh im kinda worried cause m y darl is realy pissed by me.I have to tell her that im sorry for causing her to be mad.Back in school, many of my friends was really shocked of my new hair do.I too could not belived on what had just happened to me. The "V" at the back of my head has attracted quite an attention. I told them its a peace sign for the people. Some foretold of such prophecy where a boy with a "V" shape cut on the back f his head will have the world..(haha..yeah rite..)

having friends is definite stress reliever.While doing studyin in the canteen with my the others,I talk and joke like there was no tomorow.It mwas a mundane task just to focus on the stuff that I was suppose to. Yet,im so tired after talking so much crap. man..next friday is the deadline for m part B coursework for FnN. I still need the danm pictures to write my stuff..

21 July 2008

2008-07-21T03:49:00.000-07:00

wazzup!!

hey..guess what,i juz got a FREAKING HAIRCUT.. it was tha shit man..a bunch of my friends came to my house.Faiz imran brought this shaver equipment and began to plug it in.It was kinda weird having a bunch of your friends cutting ur hair.While waiting for my sis to upload the pic, imma tell you guys my not so boring day.

Not much interest there was today.I learn, I eat, I talk. There was a bit of a conflict but hey, if there wasn'st any then it would be quite boring. Though it was raining this afternoon, i just walk back home. There is a quote that i have just thought about after this blog. I have thought many things as i walk under the rain. Though i was wet, it is the only way for me to feel human.. (why the hell do I sound so emo..)

anyway, heres the photo that ma man took after the haircut. I was kinda hoping for a good mohawk but den, it looks weird and so i decided to shave it of. This is the result..

well, I'll tell you whats the peoples verdict about this hairsyle. Its a crude haircut but hey, its the people who i have known since 2004..

(Dalai Lama probably would be pissed if he sees this pic..Haha..)

" Rains are like faling pieces of mirror. It lets you reflect on the things you have done and things you are about to do. "
- Psylent

2008-07-20T06:08:00.000-07:00

wazzup!

man..today was a great day though i have'nt been studying (shit...) first thing in the morning,i washed up den wen str8 o the computer to watch Naruto Shippuden. thats like my most favourite anime that i ever watch (thanks izwan and amirul..) didnt had much to eat so juz downloaded lots of naruto to fill my empty stomach.

later in the afternoon, my uncle gave me a secondhand fujitsu tablet laptop or so.. i have to idea wat its name is but i know that IM LOVIN IT!!. i've always wanted 1 and now i have gotten it. im thankful for that. i was thinking of watchin batman on Channel5 though i have watch it but then, having a laptop is way to cool for it.

tomorow is monday and school starts.better do some maths revision cause of this maths test thats gonna b conducted everyday monday..haix..

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the begining..

2008-07-19T09:17:00.000-07:00

hey guyz..

at last,im connected to the world!! its been a long time that i have been isolated from the world wide web.. man..its lyk 12:18 here and my eyes are startin to water.i just came back from city hall after haelpin my buddies taking photo of the fireworks during the national day parade preview show. it was raining but it didnt dampen our spirit.kinda tired from all that stuff.well,thats it from me tonite. btw, i've never really update my blogs previous times coz of laziness. this year, its gonna be different. i'll try my best to update it as soon as posible

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